Dear One Tree Hill,

4 05 2006

I hope you all burn in hell.


Tonight’s The Night for Me…and other OTH Fans.

3 05 2006

Tonight is the night where we find out just what happens between Lucas and Peyton, if anything at all. Please cross your fingers for me, because I’m literally on the edge of my seat willing the hours to fly by so that I can finally watch the season finale of One Tree Hill.

At the moment I have exactly 4 hours until I can watch all of the juicy bits of the season finale, because TODAY IS NATHAN AND HALEY’S WEDDING! And I cannot wait! In the promo’s for tonights’ episode the girls looks so pretty in their bridesmaid dresses and Haley looks amazing! It’s so cute how her and Nathan are just so happy and in love with each other, it has been a seriously long road for the both of them to find their ways back to each other but it’s great to finally see that they’re getting their stuff together and things are certainly looking up for the both of them, although I’m scared on Haley’s part since she invited Dan to the wedding, knowing his evil butt he’s bound to do something to ruin the wedding and I cannot even begin to speculate what’s to happen with Dan coming to the wedding, what I really want to know on that part is why Nathan is so worried about Haley’s life?

Anyway, how about a recap of LAST week’s episode since I know that Grace has watched the show, I keep forgetting to ask Jazz if she’s watched the show or not, but pressing forward….what a great episode last week’s episode was!

I mean, all of my dreams came true, all of my hopes (okay well not the big hope but Peyton realizing that she still has feelings for Lucas is really big for me) were blossomed and now that Peyton has outed her feelings for Lucas to Brooke, I’m sure that things will probably get worst before they start to get better, but who cares, THEY HAVE TO GET BETTER! I know in my heart that Lucas kept all of those Peyton memorabillia because he still harbored deep feelings for Peyton, not because of whatever lame excuse Lucas gave Brooke last season…I’m so happy with the way they left things with the whole Jake/Peyton thing too, I mean it was actually quite PERFECT! Jake catching Peyton talking in her sleep about how much she LOVES Lucas, AWWWWWW, I felt so bad for Jake but it was so cool of him to be so understanding which made me love him all the more because he’s not only looking out for himself and Jenny but he’s STILL looking out for Peyton as well, how can you NOT love him?

And how can you NOT love it that Lucas is trying to go back to being the guy he was BEFORE all of his basketball glory days. I mean, he’s going to college for Literature, now THAT’s the Lucas I know and fell in love with all those seasons ago. I swear, the flashback to better days with Peyton and Lucas, I ABOUT DIED! I was like, “THAT’S HOW IT’S SUPPOSED TO BE ON HERE DAMMIT!” To see Lucas and Peyton’s relationship all over again made my heart sigh with contentment because now the real fireworks can begin, the tossing of Brooke aside and the going after what’s really in his heart is what I’m waiting for….come on Lucas, do NOT disappoint me!

What about the way the show started? With Peyton’s car breaking down and her calling Nathan to come pick her up? The twist on this time around, made me realize how far Nathan has come in growing up since the first season, because in the first season, I couldn’t stand Nathan and now I love him to pieces! There’s hardly a trace of that punk kid from back then and instead you see a full grown man engaged to Tutor girl for crying out, who leads a great life. A life that a real man would be proud of, he’s so unlike his father that it makes me want to toast his good fortune. I loved how it was SO deja vu, because the same exact scene played out in the very first season and it’s so funny to see how far each character has come since then.

I love it all. Some other things that I love, Rachel getting her crap thrown back in her face by Cooper and by Deb, GO DEB for telling her just how things really are, Haley and Brooke fighting over Haley’s wedding dress and then Brooke fixing her a new wedding dress more suited to her tastes with her and Nathan’s bedspread…too funny. Some things I didn’t like were the start of a most bothersome friendship, Rachel and Peyton. That can’t be a good friendship especially since I know Brooke is going to hate Peyton from here on out…drama is sure to unfold for sure and I swear Rachel is like the female version of Dan Scott, ick!

So as you can see, I’m uber hyped up for tonight’s episode, but a little uneasy because I will have to wait to the whole summer to see what happens with all of the characters and then *gasp* dare I mention it? They’re not even sure if OTH will be coming back for another season as Kristin on E! is trying to save it, I’ll keep my fingers crossed that it WILL come back!

You know what I just wondered about…just because Peyton fessed up to her feelings for Lucas doesn’t necessarily mean that Lucas will remember how he felt about Peyton…I’m going to be royally pissed if he doesn’t. ROYALLY pissed!


Oh well, in four hours I shall see! WOO HOO!!!

The God’s Are Listening and They Heard My Prayers!

26 04 2006

….or maybe the writers at One Tree Hill read my blog last week, because tonight’s show was just out of this world, THE BOMB! I mean that seriously because after all of my grieving, I just may be getting what I’ve always wanted….and next week, we’ll find out….oh gosh, I’m just oh so giddy with excitement for what’s to come.

And I love the way they brought all of my dreams to life. I mean, I love that they didn’t go in the direction I THOUGHT they were going to go because I just didn’t want it to end the way it did and this way, if things don’t work out between you know who then she still has that other door to open so right now I’m in OTH heaven, and I can’t really give any details out because GRACE YOU HAVE TO WATCH the show and get back to me so we can gush, I’ll give you until tomorrow (well YOUR tomorrow) and then I’m posting up my blog, spoilers and all….but I’ll keep you in mind, JAZZ YOU TOO! You better watch tonight’s ep of OTH and get at me when you do so we can seriously gush….I NEED IT DAMMIT!

All is going well in my world for the moment, let’s see if they keep me happy on that count!

YEE HAW….until I hear that Grace and Jazz have watched the show, I’m signing off…will be back to the regular blogness stuff tomorrow.


P.S. Yeah I know the picture aint got nothing to do with why I’m so happy about the show and this post will probably not make a lick of sense to those of you who don’t watch OTH but well, it’s my blog and I do what I want….LOL.

My Letter to One Tree Hill.

20 04 2006

Dear Writers of One Tree Hill,

Thank you for making so addicted to your show that even when I swear I’ll never watch it again, you make a liar out of me by bringing Jake back, FORCING me to watch it.

You know that I’m leading the wagon for Payton and Lucas but I was only leading that wagon since I didn’t think Jake was EVER going to come back since I thought he was off kissing Uma Thurman in big shot movies like Prime and making others like it.

My question is this: Are you bringing Jake back for good? Or are you just bringing him back for a couple of episodes, giving me false hopes of a true happily ever after for Payton? Payton deserves to have someone to love and love her in return. She shouldn’t be jumping from one guy to the next because if anyone needed someone constant in her life it would be Payton Sawyer.

I mean look at her background. She comes from a broken family, her mother died when she was younger, her father is a sailing maniac who is always sailing the high seas to make the big bank that keeps food in Payton’s belly and clothes on her back and although she’s very grateful to him for that, she’s also left unprotected and all alone for weeks, months at a time. She was lonely when we first met her in the first season and then you gave her, Lucas. She had someone in her corner when Lucas was in her life and then you let her best friend, take the one person she loved away from her, you took away her lobster, but then I forgave you for taking Lucas away from her because you gave her Jake AND Jenny. You gave her a fresh start with someone who truly did love her and care for her but then you broke her heart as well as mine, when you sent Jake away, so that he could keep custody of his baby, breaking Payton’s heart all over again because once again, she’s left all alone. Is it any reason, her motto is, “They Always Leave?” She had a short relationship with her birth mother who died a few episodes ago, so she doesn’t even have Ellie to turn to, to ease the loneliness she suffers from. You guys keep giving her hope, thinking that things will turn out better for her and then you snatch her happiness away from her without a second glance. Don’t you think she’s had enough?

Don’t you think that she deserves a little bit of the happiness we see between Nathan and Haley? I mean, why is it that when Payton had Nathan, he was one big asshole to match his father? Why couldn’t Payton been with the Nathan we see and love now? Although, I’ve got to admit that I absolutely LOVED the whole little twist on the show you did tonight, the whole Nathan quotes at the beginning and the end of the show was really sweet, it was so sweet to see Nathan’s sensitive side and when he got stitched up and came back out wearing his BROTHERS jersey? I about sighed with contentment because I’ve been waiting so long for those two to finally act like the brothers they really are. So I aint mad at you for that, BUT can Payton taste a bit of happiness sometime without hurting someone?

I saw in the previews that you have Lucas admitting his love for Payton and them kissing at Nathan and Haley’s wedding.


When are you going to put me out of my misery and choose ONE mate for this poor girl who is STARVING to have something that belongs to her and her alone. Why can’t Payton have someone to call her own, without sharing him with someone else? I mean, to share Jake with Jenny is one thing, that’s something I wouldn’t mind seeing, but if Jake is going to be popping in and out of the show like popcorn? Or is he going to come back and make an honest woman out of Payton? Because, if you’re not going to have Lucas end up with Payton (which I swear you’re kicking that poor horse to death, because seriously? Does Lucas really love her or what? The suspense is enough to drive me batty for two years!) then PLEASE, have Jake come back and be with her. Let Jake and Payton play house with Jenny. Let Payton finally taste what it’s like to be truly happy with the man she loves and I guess I’d lay all of my hopes and dreams of seeing Payton and Lucas to rest.

Lucas and Payton is really where my heart lays BUT Jake is my other pick for Payton. He’s really the best guy because he’s fighting to keep Jenny in his life and even though his life isn’t exactly how he planned for it to be, he’s trying and OMGosh when I saw him playing the guitar and singing the song he wrote for Payton, I was seriously going to start sobbing because I seriously love Jake.


Please oh great writers of this great show, please put me out of my misery and have Payton choose ONE guy to love and hold and cherish for the rest of eternity with, please don’t turn Payton into a hooch like her best friend, Brooke (love you Sophia).

As a side note, I have to say that I really enjoyed tonight’s episode of One Tree Hill. Loved that Nathan finally got to sock it to that stupid chump from the other basketball team. I was even glad to see that Dan’s got a heart, even if it’s charred black and buried deep inside all of the fat that is his chest. I was glad that Dan finally got to see how real Haley’s love for Nathan is. Now I just wish I could witness his downfall, it was great to see Hottie Uncle Cooper back for some action with Rachel even though I was GROSSED the hell out when he caved and devoured her at the end of the show, KNOWING how young she is, YUCK! I missed Lucas in this episode but from the looks of next show, it looks REALLY good so I’ll be tuning in. Thanks for letting Mouth have his say in the whole Rachel/Cooper thing, I really like Mouth and a big THANK YOU for letting Whitey get his championship thingy and gosh thank you too for letting Nathan finally have the game of his life and gosh just desserts were served to Dan because since he was so evil to everyone in his family, he was robbed of the opportunity to see Nathan in action, HAHAHAHAHA, I loved that bit a whole bunch!

All in all, I’d say keep up the good job BUT you’re killing me with the whole Payton thing, I’m a big Payton fan so please take care of her and her heart…I don’t think my heart can take any more breaks on Payton’s behalf, so please, be gentle! AND QUIT MAKING HER THE BAD FRIEND, BROOKE IS THE BAD FRIEND DAMMIT TO HELL AND BACK!

Alright, have a good day and please let’s do this again next season, will ya?

A devoted (even if by force) fan of One Tree Hill.

This Is How It Should Be…

30 03 2006

Why do my shows have to put me through such torture? I have watched One Tree Hill faithfully for the past three years and it was so easy to get caught up in the hype of Lucas and Brooke. I really liked them together back in the day, but there has always been a part of me that wanted Lucas to somehow end up with Payton.


It’s simple. They never got a chance to explore what could have been between them. I mean when you first start watching the show, it’s all about Lucas and Payton, Payton is dating Lucas’ half brother, Nathan (who is a jerk) and even though she’s dating him, she’s secretly crushing on Lucas, the bastard son of Dan Scott and Karen Roe.

Lucas has a big time crush on Payton Sawyer as well, it’s so obvious and Lucas pursues her even though she’s with his half brother. He knows what he wants and he shows it by being extra sweet to her, becoming Captain Save a Hoe for her and just by being her Knight in Shining Armor.

This was the Lucas I totally fell in love with. The Lucas that carried a book of poems in his back pocket, the Lucas who played miniature golf on the roof of his mother’s cafe with his best friend after school, the Lucas who was the star basketball player at the River Court. The Lucas that fell in love with Payton Sawyer.

Back then, it was all about Lucas for me. He was the perfect guy, sweet, charming and so friggin’ hot. He’s the one Grace and I used to fight over and the guy that used to make us swoon with his quotes at the beginning and end of each episode, the guy who got all dirty working at his Uncle Keith’s Shop, the guy who took Payton’s portfolio out of the trash where she dumped them and turned them in to the magazine peeps at I forget the magazine name, don’t you remember how much you loved Lucas when he fixed up Payton’s car for her after Nathan crashed it on HIS DIME?

That Lucas is long gone now. He no longer meets Haley up on the roof for some golf, he no longer works at Keith’s shop (but that’s because Dan took Keith’s shop from him and who would want to work for that asshole?), you’ll no longer find him sitting on some random bench at Tree Hill High School reading a book by Edgar Allen Poe, he no longer reigns supreme on the basketball courts of the River Court and most importantly….

He no longers loves Payton.

That last one is the one that hurts the most.

I don’t understand why it’s so important for them to not hurt Brooke again. I mean seriously, Brooke is a bright and funny girl, she’s hot stuff too, so she can totally move on and find her a new lobster, but for me, Payton will ALWAYS be Lucas’ lobster. I hate that they were never given a shot at a real relationship. I hate that Lucas all but forgot about his supposed “strong” feelings for Payton.

I really hate that Payton doesn’t have a boyfriend, while Brooke the hooker has them all! Don’t get me wrong, I love Brooke and think she’s awesome! But I’m pissed that the writers of OTH will not give Lucas and Payton a whirl. What I hate the most about the whole Lucas and Payton thing is that they keep dangling the possibility that maybe there will be something between these two in the last couple of shows, especially in the shooting episode when Payton kisses Lucas and declares to him that she does indeed love him.

And then last night’s episode, they just breeze over it with some lame ass excuse, “I thought I was going to die, Luke” Oh please, shut the fuck up, you love the bastard. You can’t help it, you just do. And then with Luke making his own declaration of, “…because I do love you, I DO, but there’s this other girl that I’m madly in love with…” Shut the fuck up, you guys are both just too scared to hurt the one girl that you both care about deeply.

Brooke fucking Davis.

Last night when Brooke went crying to Payton because she knows that Lucas still love Payton and is always rescuing Payton, because he loves her and then asks her to never hurt her like that again, seriously pissed me the fuck off because now Payton will never go after Lucas, she will never know true love, because her stupid selfish best friend stole him from right under her. And I’m still pissed that Brooke would even get mad at Payton for hooking up with Lucas when Brooke was the one that stole Luke from Payton, she knew how Payton felt about Lucas, she knew how Lucas felt about Payton, but that didn’t stop her slutty ass from making a move on him, because she wanted him…so now Lucas is with the wrong girl.

I swear if Lucas and Payton are never going to get together, I have no reason to keep watching the stupid show. It’s not as good as it once was anyway, and if Lucas and Payton are never goign to get their chance I very well might throw in the towel and just walk away from the entire show.

I just might.

Let’s take a walk down memory lane, to happier times and better couples.

This my friend, is how it should be on One Tree Hill.

*This post has nothing whatsoever to do with how I see Sophia Bush, because I seriously love that girl!*